Angel's Tears

I hate to eat medicine..
especially PAINKILLER,
that's something relief your pain temporarily and does not help for cure your sickness,
by the way, I'm still need to thanks to it for relieve my monthly illness...

I suffer backpain for almost 1 year..
yesterday, I went to Mahkota Medical Centre@Melaka at 1pm,

the famous Neurosurgery doctor is an young Indian but with mandarin speaking advantage.
He is too famous maybe.
when I reached his clinic at 3rd floor 2.15pm,
the clinic hanged an notice---‘CLOSED'
==!

I did made appointment 2 days before I'm going..
zzzz...
 
Soon, i realize that all the peoples waiting at the corridor were his patients..
I thought they are chinese at first sight,
but then I heard some weird Bahasa Melayu..
mm.. I think they are come from Indonesia,
YES! they come from Indonesia to meet with this doctor!
not only 1, was 4 Indonesia chinese families came and meet him..
2 of the families bring along their luggage which still hanging with the label of "air asia-KUL"..


ok,he is very famous.
I hope he is good and caring..
I hate those doctor who doesn't care his/her patient at all and always said it is only minor problems la eat painkiller la bla bla bla..

That's a story,
I met a very young doctor at my hometown 1 year ago maybe, for my period pain..
 when I asked him, "do u have any prescription for me as I need to sit for my exam, I need to prevent the pain before it occurs."
Guess what he said?
" No need la~, this is normal one, wait pain only u eat painkiller la, panadaol or else~~" and show me a "cuek"* face ==!
BUllshit! he is a guy of course he does not know about our pain our feel, >.<
plus my condition is the serious one...sigh..
there is a famous phrase in chinese language, namely "医者仁心" means doctors must have a heart with kindness to cure or to care for their patients.
But i can't see it from the young doctor.
luckily I met with the other doctor, who is Dr. Wee at my hometown, and he give me a prescription, still the painkiller,but is special one, can eat with empty stomach, did saved me many times from the serious period pain and prevent me from being suffer from the pain during exam time. phew..

*Cuek- Indonesia language, means doens't care, in BM means endah tak endah. learn from Mirah,one of my attachment friend at Bangi Court. :p click here to see them.


3pm, finally the famous doctor came back and all the patient rush into his clinic,
I'm one of it.
waiting for my name to be called,
I saw many of them carrying a file with the words "64 slices CT scan"
mm.. a lot of peoples take the scan..
"KO KAI JU"
my name been called by the nurse,
I going into the treatment room,
"a very young doctor.." I'm thinking..

My uncle and my auntie had went to meet him previously,
so that I know that he can speak mandarin,
well, I'm requested him to speak in mandarin,
while he checking my spine and back, he chat with me,

*speak in mandarin.
"are u working?"
"oh not I'm a student."
"oh! where u study?" (with a surprise look ==, am I look older?lol)
"UKM"
"ic, ukm@ bangi right? what are you doing there?"
"law"

Dang!
suddenly he turn the mandarin speaking into English speaking
" Why u 're doing law but u can't speak english?"

I'm =.=",
I'm choose to speak mandarin because I feel more comfortable to describe my sickness in details, and my english is like shit! since he know how to speak mandarin, then I doesn't prepare for using english in descibe my sickness,

U 're law student, U're great, U're well-studied, U're fluent in english, U knows all the law, Hey Wat is the S.123 Act XXX means with?, hey wow U're law student ya,
hey U must be very geng.. bla abla bla..
It is true?
hey guys all, clear all of ur imagination and illusion, law student doesn't as u think and do not as geng as many years practicing lawyers!
well maybe got, but not me, and I think not only me was not.

and many peoples like to challenge with the law student,
"oh u know that ma, the Act XXX, government rules bla bla bla.."
"oh u don't know??? Isn't u're law student???"
ok, sorry we're not study all the laws of Malaysia right now.

Con't..
So I continue with english speaking with him as he want～no prob, Chiu.
he said my spine is twister and compress the ligament and nerve beside the spine,
I remember he said
"Don't worry too much, there are thousand of peoples same with u! u still can straighten ur spine, u're still young!"
"so, now u only can swimming and yoga, the other sport, especially those which need u to swing ur hands, stopped." 
ok...:( swimming, and yoga..
after I took the medicine,

cost me rm360, eat for 2 months day by day..... :(

 
I went to the physiology department to learn for doing some exercise for straightening my spine.
I learn to use gym ball as well, as I did have one but I put it at Bangi house =.=
"u're using ur right hand too frequently.."
"ur right shoulder is drop..ur right side muscle is tight so pull down ur shoulder, while ur left side muscle is loosen because u seldom use it."
the consultation took about 30 minutes,
and it costs me RM 60 :((

and I reached home at 6pm..
now I need to do the exercise everyday, and start to learn yoga next week.
hope can recover soon.

Take care ur body too all my friends and readers. (lol. got meh?..haa)